Repetitions

Lately, It's been the feeling that life is a repetitive cycle, in terms of work, and my social life. There's always the same tasks and people, just like clock work. Same bars, same nights, same schedule, same bills, at a predictable pace. I know it's not avoidable at my income bracket. Naturally, thats how the world works to some degree, there needs to be order, and organization, or otherwise there would be chaos. I do understand this natural order, but I think you don't have to let control your life competely. A lot of people don't let it, and I envy them. So I'm in the process of "changing things up", maybe joining a club, I've been thinking of taking up tennis with my best friend Augie. I don't know. I know I also have to work on my patience, I always want everything now, I think that's a characteristic of my generation. Getting to the point, I've realized that a repetitive lifestyle is not too bad, if you don't let get it out of control. Like weight training, repetitions serve a purpose. Each one you do makes the the muscle bigger, and I've come to compare that to my life. It may seem that things are repetitive now, but the end result would be something great, besides a nice toned muscular build, a hard earned degree and well-earned job. And possibly a successful relationship built on trust, loyalty, and love. So...for now, since I know that repetition is essential to maintain and move foward in life, I just have to figure out to make the best of it. A boyfriend wouldn't hurt, but I think if I can get through this without a boyfriend, then will I be ready for one.